"Writing Days"

There are some days where I would love nothing more than to sit on my bed with a pen and paper or my laptop and just write.

Its not like I even write about anything exciting, important or worth while. I just write whatever comes into my head. This varies from people's names scribbled in different ways to a short story length piece of work. I have even found myself copying out notes for school just to have a pen in my hand.

When I have no urge to actually write anything down (or can't find any paper) I find myself just sitting with a pen in my hand. Somehow the feel of the pen in my hand comforts me. Its almost like a safety blanket where I know its there if I need to write something down. This pen never seems to have a lid on it though. This normally results in me or everything around me being covered in pen.

I am one of those people who walks around with a pen and a notebook in their bag at all times just for the possibility of  inspiration striking. It very rarely does and I normally end up just having a pen in my bag for other people to use.

My only problem with days like these are that everything comes to a standstill. I can't seem to concentrate on school work so that goes out of the window. I can't watch anything on the TV because when I am writing I miss everything that happens. I also cannot just sit and do nothing because then I go crazy.

Today is one of what I like to call my "writing days". So I am so sorry if you have just read all of this. I'm sorry because it is all just one big ramble and I have no idea if any of it makes sense but there you go.

These are my late night thoughts for the day.