I suck at writing

Today I discovered something. I cannot write to save myself.

I can write, anyone can write if they want to, but I get to a stage and then don't know where to go. I have a head full of ideas and no words for the page.

Even writing this post I am struggling to find the words to explain what I am thinking. And if I write everything that comes into my head I just end up with a page that goes something along the lines of: AASDFGJVKBH.

I don't know how people do it. How do authors get to the end of a book and still make it good? How can they right a book in the first place??

These are things that I end up thinking about when I have writer's block. I couldn't even call it 'writer's' block, I'm not a writer. I could never claim to be a writer. My writing isn't even that good, or at least that's what I think.

I guess this is just me venting my feelings on writing, well maybe just not being able to write...

I'm so sorry if you wasted your time reading this I just had to write my thoughts down.