I suck at writing

Today I discovered something. I cannot write to save myself.

I can write, anyone can write if they want to, but I get to a stage and then don't know where to go. I have a head full of ideas and no words for the page.

Even writing this post I am struggling to find the words to explain what I am thinking. And if I write everything that comes into my head I just end up with a page that goes something along the lines of: AASDFGJVKBH.

I don't know how people do it. How do authors get to the end of a book and still make it good? How can they right a book in the first place??

These are things that I end up thinking about when I have writer's block. I couldn't even call it 'writer's' block, I'm not a writer. I could never claim to be a writer. My writing isn't even that good, or at least that's what I think.

I guess this is just me venting my feelings on writing, well maybe just not being able to write...

I'm so sorry if you wasted your time reading this I just had to write my thoughts down.

Trimester One

So my first trimester at University has just finished and I wanted to write about it.

So it began with moving into Halls of Residence with 4 other strangers. I didn't know who any of these people were or whether I would even get along with them. Things were a bit awkward to begin with but now it feels like I have known them forever. The two girls are probably the most amazing friends I will ever meet at Uni. They really have become my best friends and I really do love them. One of the boys drives the whole flat insane but I don't think I could change him otherwise things wouldn't be the same. And the last boy is just one of the girls really. We all laugh and joke and gossip together and it is so much fun.

I have realised that Netflix and other on demand players along with cards can make life a lot easier. We spent the first three weeks playing cards and making up drinking games. I think this is what helped to bring us all together.

Looking after drunk flatmates also helps you to become close as we discovered multiple times over the first few weeks of university.

I learned that Uni is sort of like high school too. You have just as much work to put in but just less days actually on campus. The work is harder and not so thoroughly explained and you are warned months in advance that the assignment will be due in.

Overall, I kind of like Uni so far. It is hard work and is extremely tiring. My sleep schedule is totally messed up and I have no money but life is good and my friends will most likely last me a lifetime.